peridies on January 2nd, 2022

The dry is my first Australian novel. Setting up in a rural community in Victoria suffering from a long drought and then the tragic death of a farming family. The tragedy brought the Melbournian detective Aaron Falk, a childhood friend of the father of the victim family, but also a distant past of Falk that was still troubling him back to this small town.

Jane Harper proved her a talented writer in this debut. In the book, the cases, characters and landscape are equally intriguing, making the stories both captive and sympathetic. For me, reading an Aussie novel during a lockdown brought me close to feel the loneliness in this is vast place. Reading it during any given Australian sunny day, let alone summer day, while drinking sparkling water in my Melbournian flat. I was transported to the place and back, with a relieved sigh. Because I do not have to experience the harsh Australian farming life to learn that I cannot survive the environment.

This 2016 novel was made into a movie in 2020 and Falk was played by none other than the great Eric Bana (good to see him back in an Aussie movie!).  The movie brought the openness of the dry landscape vividly and the contrasting closeness of the small town life, slightly less so. Still a very solid and quite loyal adaptation.

peridies on December 31st, 2021

Unapologetic, imperfect, talented and irresistible…

What if you felt you were born into the wrong culture, trapped between your dream and reality? Should you succumb? Should you become bitter and spiny? Or should you fight against all odds and risk everything that exists in your life (that maybe truly valuable)?

Wild Rose felt real because anyone of the above choices can but also cannot describe the movie. It gave us the shiniest and brightest Jessie Buckley. You knew a star truly was born both within and outside the movie. It is also because the strangely fitting feeling between Glasgow and country music, the ever always so fantastic Julie Water and Sophie Okonedo, and of course, the beautiful song ‘Glasgow’. Listen to it using the YouTube link (you won’t regret) https://youtu.be/E-l-Ly0ly4M

P.S. I miss Scotland!

peridies on December 30th, 2021

Orlando Figes’ Revolutionary Russian is a condensed, easily accessible, yet eloquent summary of the one hundred years of the Russian communist revolution.

Behind the staggering atrocities and life loss, you found how a small group of ambitious communists (despite calling themselves ‘Bolsheviks’, the majority) finding themselves used means of terrors fighting against so-called enemies of the revolution, to build power. This was the first taste of violence and its power. Under the name of revolution, violence and terrors were considered necessary for the realisation of the Communist Utopia. Several consequences followed suit. Means justified in the building of the communist paradise (i.e. dictatorship, one party and police state, well i.e. totalitarianism) became the aims. Constant searching for and fighting against enemies of the revolution meant any intellectual ‘comrades’ who dared to speak differently were deemed as ‘traitors’. They were replaced with the new blood drawn from the public using arguments more easily understandable than communism – nationalism. Thus, the believers of communism, which is supposed to aim to destroy nationalism, became the defenders of the nation.

We can find all these phenomena in Communist China, seeing how while Stalin and Mao despised and distrusted each other, their deeds mirrored each other. Seeing how Mao’s follower Xi is playing these horrendous acts in an equally ridiculously grandiose way.

We should also know how obsessed the Chinese communist party are with the last chapter of the USSR and vowed more than once to avoid the same fate. The party’s doing in the last three decades reflects this obsession and their judgement on the causes of the USSR downfall. We, Taiwanese (if you self-identify yourself other than the more obvious Homo Sapiens) live under the constant threat of the authoritarian Chinese regime. If you consider the liberal democracy of contemporary Taiwan something worth protecting, you need to understand more about the CCPs mindset and I argue it is an effective way through understanding the revolutionary history of Russia.

peridies on December 3rd, 2021

Death is something inevitable to all human beings and yet we all seem to function well to a degree in the face of it.

But I do not want to cope by looking away from it. I think by staring at it, I realised I do not want to spend the spare time wandering around in the biased landscape of social networks and hence the on-purpose “blackout” social media time in previous years. This was not the reason to delete my social media accounts. However, I placed this the first note of returning, as a reminder.

peridies on January 5th, 2017

So! It’s said it’s a New Year.  Considering I finished my VIVA before the Xmas holiday…hmm, for the first time, it’s kind of true,……to me.

Starting to increase reading time this year and that’s why I’m enlisting books to read this year, hopefully will update the lists and progress in a bimonthly time frame.

Jan-Feb 2017
1. the Rising Sun: the decline and fall of the Japanese Empire 1936-1945
2. Superintelligence: Paths, Dangers, Strategies
3. Thinking, fast and slow (audio)
4. Honor code (audio)

Some really need to have closures (has been too long since last time spending time with these books, a bit lost in the middle, as a result) 😛
will be the target of March-April
1. Sapien: a brief history of humankind
2. Why nations fail
3. Dawkins vs Gould: Survival of the fittest

May-June 2017
1. Lost colony: the untold story of China’s first great victory over the west
(the story of our colourful Koxinga 鄭成功. Looking forward to reading this one, therefore, can be a reward if I manage to reach my goal in time, haha)

歡迎推薦書籍,科科。
a bit lack of literature, arts and architecture

peridies on August 1st, 2016

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Not me. I was born to be an insecure baby, long time ago.

Gradually understood Prometheus and Sisyphus are not mythology but biology and physics, as I grew up.

Since they are the laws in my life.

Its logical, me enchanted by self-destructive genii, Chet Baker and Alex Higgins.

Me know real life monsters only exist among us but not in stories.

Fighting with monster me, also me.

Fighting might be the cause Im alive.

and my deer you are the reason I carry on fighting.

I will fight till the last second of my life, with no regret.

But I cant explain why fighting so vital to some, why some has no choice in fights and why some are lucky enough NOT to fight. No moral value system in my mind, and maybe even in fact. Those who unleashed their monsters are inappropriate? No! Up-bringing and education can be all makings of monsters is my system of values. Monsters and humans are alike. I know it because Im one of them. The next generation monsters, how much hatred she/he can contain, how evil they will be, just let them be not my business nor duty. I only have time and energy to humbly and honestly face my monster.

peridies on May 29th, 2016

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A trip losing one coat, one umbrella, but getting free cutleries and many many more……

Surely I will miss this country, an European country I found strangely similar to Taiwan, in some aspects. Oh, and the prices are so cheap, absolute salvation for a poor PhD student like me…including their wonderfully made porto wine…nice juice, I would say.

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I remember how well I slept on the train, on your shoulder, after this wine cellar visit…
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peridies on December 26th, 2015

啊啊,還是不要欠過年好。(先把照片都貼完 XD)

七月: Italy Gaza

七月的重頭戲就是義大利行。說實在極端不耐曬的我從沒想過夏天去義大利。如果不是同學的邀約,我可能永遠不會知道世界上有這麼一個地方, 能以絕美景緻驅使我在炙人的陽光下行走整天

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很喜歡這張朋友幫我們照的雙人照 🙂    白小鹿把EVA穿到義大利,啦啦 😛  話說義大利也有宅宅朋友喜歡EVA喔! 亞德里亞海  與 Tuscany 美景就請看白小鹿好文,呵呵。 Untitled Cattolicau以及Adriatic Coast當地慶典:pink night。據說是New Year’s Eve of Italian summer。一片粉紅色的party time。這天正好也是FIFA France V.S. Germany。 我們在當地的酒吧看直播。Venezia 漲潮的威尼斯,是末世狂歡的感覺。我還記得在夜行巴士駛回旅館的路上,閱讀威尼斯的崛起與沒落。回想着二日間走過的運河巷弄。感受千年歲月在你面前攤開。親眼見到這一條游了千年的魚。所有對它批評的文字瞬間都失去了意義。儘管你知道有一天,像所有的生命與結構,它必將消失。其實當時當刻,它正在沈沒中。然而面對威尼斯當下,你只能只想享受它的故事,與歷盡滄桑的美麗。

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7月還有一個重要的日子,白小鹿的生日。Laduree的大型Ispahan,儘管大了一號,精緻度不減。只有這種重要的日子,省錢可以暫時丟到一邊。

 

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第二天是上街頭去。破碎的加薩,堆疊年輕人的屍體與恨意。這裡是倫敦,最邪惡與最理想,最冷漠與最熱情,總是在此交會。人們忙碌在地上地下穿梭着,彷彿什麼也不在乎,但又總不在這種時刻缺席。世界並不美好,卻值得為它更美好的一點點微小機會奮鬥,就算很多時候我們總覺得無處可去,不知究竟是否真的改變了什麼。

八月: 美國初體驗 吉他

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想想有點不可思議。我這輩子從未拜訪,這個巨大影響二戰後世界,台灣,及我的面貌的亞美利堅共和國。這回因為summer school第一次踏上美國。在費城機場轉機,大一號的人與說話聲量,充滿耳際的美國口音。沒有美感的機場設計,繁瑣的安檢,仍然恐懼你要跳機的海關。卻有一種熟悉的感覺,尤其在看到以費城為背景的Hollywood電影海報走廊後。熟悉又陌生,奇妙的美國! Untitled
summer school 在 Minneapolis 。每天8點上課,作group project做到11點,enjoy science 與各國垃圾話 😛 2014-08-10 20.22.06My friends, I miss you all! I shall work my best on my research and expect for future reunion with you in science. (to be continued)

九月: Scotland Freiburg

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十月:巴黎車展

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十一月: Dorset, Ramen and Election

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十二月:Iceland

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peridies on December 16th, 2015

因為極喜歡黃健瑋與謝盈萱的表演,一度猶豫要不要去看恨嫁家族。(後來發現公演時我還沒回台灣,我當初到底在猶豫什麼啊。)

看完林亦華的訪談,包括當除紅樓夢公演時的受訪。我想看這戲就像我看華人女性與家族糾葛,只有理性理解沒感受。

就像我聽林亦華談紅樓夢說,讀者總在書中看到自己,啊,高中發文學無用論,畢業前卻一口氣把80回念完,葬花辭背完的我卻從沒在書中看到自己。我看到的是如萬曆十五年書中般,死氣沈沈的文官上流社會,男性,女性,一輩子都逃不出社會縝密網羅的安排。
林亦華真的比我更符合大家所說的華人少女。而我,就是又臺?又中?又西,傳統性別認定為不男不女的一隻。

peridies on November 28th, 2015

An Englishman sitting opposite to me said, ‘you are westernised’. ‘You adapted very well.’

I looked around and then turn to him (I’m not on PTT. I don’t want to have a fight on Friday afternoon. Alright, YOU ARE SAFE), said ‘I’m curious, what’s your impression of Asian women?’

It’s still awfully annoying that people don’t get the idea I feel more comfortable being here than in my home country. AND It’s not about national identity. Not meaning I will (be able to) stay if I can get my PhD.

Also some people simply don’t have the idea that where an ideology being developed does not mean where it belongs to.

Whatever, I’m actually an alien. I just happened to adapt to the Earth well. Is that clear enough?